Wake up, babe. The old Beth Stelling just dropped.

If You Didn’t Want Me Then (Netflix, 2023) is now on YouTube.

That’s right. It’s Beth “worldwide” Stelling writing to you with the news that my 2023 hourlong special “If You Didn’t Want Me Then” has left Netflix and is now available to the entire globe on YouTube. It’s time to put it in your faves, or however YouTube works, so you can watch whenever, wherever, even in your pocket.

I made it so that if you click on that photo ^ by Andrew Levy (@justoffthesix) it takes you to the spesh on YouTube. I hear it helps if you “like, comment and subscribe” to my channel. The video is a “collab” with 800 Pound Gorilla’s channel in hopes of reaching an audience that may not have seen it. That’s always a risk in putting something you care about in front of strangers, but that’s stand-up for ya!

I made an Instagram post joking that a lot of people fall asleep to this special which is why my re-watch hours were through the roof on Netflix, but I really do love that it’s comforting whether you’re awake or asleep. I hope I can tuck you in every night.

Love,
Beth

P.S. I’ll be back touring 2026! I’m on PunchUp which is supposed to make it easier for both of us to not miss each other when I’m in your town. Albuquerque is up first, then Seattle and Vancouver.